To my sweet angel baby Cody
Love always Mommy
My saving grace you will always be. Unexpectedly you enter my life, not knowing saving me is what you where doing. Darkness was all I could see, making wrong decisions seem to be my destiny. Then your heart beat and mine intertwined, helping to form me into the mom I needed to be. Scared and unsure you helped me get strong. For 26 weeks, GOD let you be mine. My darks days, became brighter, with every kick and movement from within. My heart grow more love as time went on. Dreaming of the life you’ll have, as you danced in the womb. Ultrasound after Ultrasound showed you growing right on time. Looking more like your brothers every time. Planning and preparing we did, while you were safe in my womb. Only 14 short weeks left, and you would had taken your first breath. That wasn’t the outcome, And I don’t understand why, all I can think is my son you were and are to perfect for this world. God gave you your wings before your first breath. Now you are my angel flying high above. Dancing with the angels, and not in my womb. My heart breaks for you, my baby gone to soon. But forever you will be my saving grace. I’ll forever treasure the time I had with you, for it was just ours. You knew me from my belly and I loved you from my heart. I’m greatful for the time I was able to hold you, jealous I had to share you. To bring you back is my only desire, but to forget you, is something that will never happen. You will always be loved and thought of often. My sweet angel, dance and play in heaven, until I get to be with you one day. Please watch over, mommy and daddy, and your two brothers, oh how they would had loved you. Sweet dreams in heaven, my sleeping angel baby!!!!

