Blue

Little girl Little girl why are you so blue, this is nothing new. 30 years on between the Little girl then and the one now. Both left longing and hoping to be accepted. Little girl, Little girl why so blue. Why let the repeat of history steal your joy. Your heart is breaking and eyes are crying.  No one can see the amount of pain your smile holds back. I see yu and I feel you for I am you.  The part of you that wants to break free. Free from the grips of the one’s who were supposed to love you and protect you.  Instead pain and sadness is all you bare. Sitting and daydreaming of them, thinking of them and wondering how they are and not understanding why no one reaches out. Days dray by and turn to months.  You heart breaks a little more and you try once again. Only to be left defeated and wondering what is wrong with you.  30 years later and that 6 year old girl now 36 feels the same. Little girl Little girl why are you so blue, you should  be use to it by now. Learn to accept it and move on or else you will be Blue until the day you take your last breath