My words

My words are all I have to express myself, another way for you to feel what’s Within. You can’t feel the Aitkin breaking of the heart. You can’t feel the soul dying slowly, the pain becomes unbearable. Tears fall through my eyes, but you should see the one that fall from the heart. They run deeper than the ocean, colder then any Arctic river. I tried to express my emotions the best I can, but for some reason they’re left upon a dead ear. Or maybe it’s me I know I’m not like the rest. I feel it, and people have showed it to me by the way they treat me. The one who fight, the one who cares and the one who does it all for everyone, is the one I get every stone thrown upon them. The list goes on Miles and Miles of things that I need to fix and do things, that are in somebody’s eyes is not right. I had so many souls coming at me at once I need to do this need to do that, I’m not doing this good enough not doing that good enough. It’s time get another dagger stuck in my heart, I feel as if I can stand against the wall and let you guys just Stone me. I’m sorry I’m not perfect I’m sorry that everything you want me to be, I’m sorry if my strength not strong enough. Please forgive me you’re having a heart like I do please forgive me that God made me to, these are my words, they go with how I’m feeling but now I landed I won’t say no more because it falls upon a dead here