Far away

There is nothing left inside, just an empty shell. Broken, scared and confused. No one understands, nor do they care to try. They look, they talk, they judge. But they don’t care. Alone and Broken is how I am and how ill always be. To get away, far away is what I need. But instead of helping and having faith. They judge, they downgrade and hurt. I give and give, they just take and take. I fight and do everything in my power to make every one’s needs and happiness meet. Yet I’m left broken and blamed. Why??? Am I that kind of person. Someone who was put on earth for people to target and to blame. I do what someone else does, I’m the bad guy, I’m to blame, yet the other one not to blame at all. Love and understanding is showered a pound them. I get hate and left and broken even. More . I just don’t get it, maybe i need to just leave every one alone and be by myself for rest of my life. Far far way.